Does it bother you?

once my mom asked me whether my condition bothers me or not.

I said no to her because it really does not. 

I'm fine.

Yes, I guess I am.

I dont know why she suddenly asked me such question. or She might think I have lost some weight because of it. 

I am 46 kilos today. 

and I feel OK with that. 

nothing bothers me until someone bothered me with such question.

Q popped in my head? 

Am I really OK?

or it's just me pretending to be OK.

or believing that I am OK would have just made OK?

or 

what?

I dont know.

I just dont want to get bothered by something that I dont believe in.

so??