Maaf.

18 bulan?
yah.. mungkin waktu yg cukup lama untuk sebuah hubungan.

dengan kata "Maaf" itupun berakhir.
sedih?
hm.. lega lebih tepatnya..
semua beban. semua keluhan. dan semua kesal.
lenyap sudah..

dan yah.. saya lega.

HATE THIS !

and you know what i really hate in life ?!

Time on which I have to choose one between two?

DILEMA ! yeah. decide what thing is right for us, while I myself don't know what is.

and nobody can help me out of this, except myself.

Back to Several Years Ago

Oh LORD.. Its been many years we were apart.
Apart from place, distance, and time? and now, deep down in my heart, I miss him.
and no doubt for that !
I have no idea !
I have no IDEA 'how is it possible?'
for god sake, it never faded away.
Oh my Lord. dearest God.. I know it is wrong.
The worst that He comes back. he tries to come back to my life.
And I really am glad to know that.
oh crap !
What am i suppose to do then?


why on earth this could happen to me?