Back to Several Years Ago

Oh LORD.. Its been many years we were apart.
Apart from place, distance, and time? and now, deep down in my heart, I miss him.
and no doubt for that !
I have no idea !
I have no IDEA 'how is it possible?'
for god sake, it never faded away.
Oh my Lord. dearest God.. I know it is wrong.
The worst that He comes back. he tries to come back to my life.
And I really am glad to know that.
oh crap !
What am i suppose to do then?


why on earth this could happen to me?

Physical or Emotional?

Talking 'bout physical contact in a relationship, such as kissing or hugging, maybe it's just a common thing for some couples.
Yet, I always think "is it that really important?"

oh well, i don't think so.
I mean, maybe it's okay for certain moment, such as birthday or anniversary.
But, Do we need to do that all the time?

When we have a relationship, It doesn't mean that we can do anything to our partner.
Everyone has a different thought, sight and feeling, right?
When someone thinks that 'It is RIGHT', it doesn't mean that 'It is RIGHT' too for the others.
When someone thinks that 'She's my girl', it doesn't mean that you can do anything to your girl. Still you have to respectfully threat your girl. Regard her as a respectful GIRL.

Actually, NOT everyone finds it easy to be physically affectionate.
We sometimes feel uncomfortable with that. When it happens, then we need to understand and respect each other.

don't you think that LOVE is a wonderful thing?
We can show 'Love' to anyone in other way. NOT ONLY in A PHYSICAL CONTACT.

So, when someone thinks that "Physical" thing is an important one in a relationship. Is it Love then? or isn't it LUST?
You can't assume that LOVE and LUST is the same things!
It REALLY is different !


hm.. so.
What do you think?






time or dream?

every single day.
yesterday, today, tomorrow.
Past. Present. Future.
It's only about time.

Well. Time will never change you.
But you will be changed as time goes by.
Our past.
Our day.
and Our future.

Either you, or I can leads everything as you want by the time goes.

i quoted from someone unknown.
he said :
Never give up on what you really want to do. The person with big dreams is more powerful than one with all the facts.
and i do agree with this.

DREAM is an important part which can lead us to what we want.

Chasing your dream no matter what !

WEIRD

Last night.
it happened again. YEAH.. for twice i dreamt about him.
oh GOSH ! what d'hell is going on to me ?!
it shouldn't happen.

it's kinda WEIRD ! i don't want it happen again.
REALLY !
for god sake.. i dunno how it comes again and again..
THIS IS the WRONG thing.

LORD ! don't get me wrong.
keep me in the line.. i don't want to hurt him.

yet, i can't stop myself thinking of him.
oh holy crap !

i don't want this happen again to me..
keep me in the line LORD !


TIME

a second.. minute.. hour.. goes by.
and it always does..
nothing and no one can stop it.
it always goes by.. it even never stops. NEVER !

yeahh.. time goes by.. and so does my life.
it goes.. goes.. and never stop.

as it goes, in one moment i will make a wish.
wish TIME would stop by for a moment.
yeahh.. its moment when i made a wish.

no one told about my wish.. yeah.. i'll keep it myself.
it kept.. burried then forgot.
yeahhh.. i will forget it as time goes by..


but theeennn.. it coming back..

i need a time.
where's my time ?
i just need my time..
still, i don't know..

i don't know what my WISH is.
i just said.. i wanna turning back TIME.
but i kept it myself and wished it would never happen.
because i know TIME always goeesss by.




Introduction to POETRY

September 9, 2009

The EAGLE
.Lord Tennyson.

He clasps the crag with crooked hands;
Close to the sun in lonely lands
Ring'd with azure world, 'he stands.

The wringkled sea beneath him crawls;
He watches from his mountain walls,
and like a thunderbolt he falls.


well.. yeahhh.. Introduction to POETRY.
it was my first time in poetry class.
Rhythm >> Sound >> Imagery
Trochaic /+ -/ VS Iambic /- +/
monometer, dimeter, trimeter, tetrameter... . . . ..
and soooo on.
It was a bit hard for me to understand firstly.

but theennn.. as far as i learn in this class.
my presumption that 'I don't like POETRY' has been overcome along with the emergence of feeling enjoy in studying poetry.


Hell.. yeaahhh. NOW
I do enjoy learning this things just after having my first time class.
Even in the following claass..

-Poetic Devices-
Rhythm.
Sounds Devices.
Division: Line & Stanza.
Figures of speech.
Imagery.

YAY!
can't wait to know more than this.
moree and morrreeee..
okaayy let's see then.

thankiieeess for my lecturer.

regards,
dychan